Im in an "I love" mood tonight. Like you know when youre mad and everything is shitty every thought in your head starts with "I hate" even if you dont have anything to fill in the rest of the sentence. I feel the opposite tonight. Once we were back to the house i just felt really happy and sat there and talked and laughed and listened and made lists in my head of all the things i loved in those moments :)

I really like walking over the river here. Its so new I guess, I feel like a dork but its just exciting to see that much water. It always reminds me of the road trip and how we always enjoyed the time we had in/near water, like the river at zion (the first time at least) and the mini river at the sand dunes. We just never really saw much of it on the trip or at home really so its like a treat. So crossing the river always makes me happy to be here. 

Its one of the few things that does though. Im really missing home right now, everything about it, but especially the mountains. I feel like I might cry the first time I see them again. Not having them is just so weird and makes this place so not home. 

I miss a lot of more personal things too. I miss my family and my friends of course. I miss them like crazyyy. I miss Mikey and going shopping with her and my mom at like 11 at night. I miss riding in Megan's car and blasting 3OH!3 and the jonas brothers or whatever else we have on hand. I miss riding with everyone and singing along. I miss driving, especially west obviously, especially on 128th cause its just so pretty and curvy and lined with trees and I always picture it during sunset.  I miss going out to eat. I miss having someone cook for me. I wish going to movies. At the theaters and in Ana's basement. I miss making plans and impromptu hang outs. I miss repeating jokes and thinking too fast for people outside the group to know what's going on. I miss going downtown for movies, or shows, or gallery hopping. Lol I even miss getting lost EVERY single time we leave someplace new downtown cause we didn't look up return directions. I could go on, but the point is, Im homesick, and I cant wait until Thanksgiving. I cant wait to see you all and do these things again :)

I guess thats the end cause "Im not coming to your party girl" just came on my itunes so i cant really be sad anymore can I? nope.

P.S. oh btw I have a blog now! idk how much it will be written in, but Ill try. My hope is to start writing in  a journal so interesting stuff will be transferred, plus pictures and random stories I think need to be shared. So yea, check back if you're bored and wandering the internet..